Thread:ClarentBloodArthur/@comment-5688420-20170317181040/@comment-5688420-20170320132732

You know full well that I can't move on. And now my mental condition has sunk so bad that... I even told Risen, a friend who is trying to help me, to "die of cancer."

Paily was like a drug. I became addiced with her love and kindness. And now that she's gone, I'm having these suicidal thoughts. How I just to end it once and for all.

December 25th. After that day comes, then it's R.I.P. TAKA.