Thread:SonikkuAensland/@comment-26381576-20171101004220/@comment-5688420-20171103174636

In all honesty... not even with you and Thunder around. Dosen't help that I only ever get to talk to him on 3-day weekends.

It's been nearing a year ever since Pauly left us, and honestly, I don't think I'm feeling any better. In fact, I think I'm feeling even worse. I'm slowly getting tired of wearing this facade, for hiding my true emotions is starting to take a toll out of me. I'm sick and tired of this depression! I'm sick and tired of crying myslef to sleep every night! I'm sick and tired of... everything! In fact, I'm sick and tired of living in this sick and demented world!

I just want Pauly back, even for just one night...