User blog:SecondOpinion/I'm sorry

This is SecondOpinion speaking.

Recently, there has been an account named "Paulykun2", who came into one of our threads and passed of as the user SonikkuAensland, a former user in the Wiki, whom I always had a crush on. A crush that has somehow elevated into a full-blown obsession.

Yes, I admit it. I AM Paulykun2.

The day she left, around November of last year, I was shocked to know that SonikkuAensland will be leaving Game Ideas Wiki to pursue other endeavors.

It was sudden. Without warning.

That night, I cried. The next day, I cried. This went on for three months. Until now.

I originally made the Paulykun2 account so that i could give it to her personally, as a gift, so that we could talk one last time. But the thing is her Facebook account was private. So I asked Clarent to do it for me.

She said no.

We tried it again.

Still no response.

So one night (it was midnight around the Philippines then), I decided to use the account myself. And go the threads and impersonate her.

But I didn't do it due to malice. I did it to heal a bunch of emotional wounds that was slowly killing me.

Pauly. If you are reading this. I don't know if you would still forgive me. But please, Pauly. I never intended any malicious intent when I did it. I didn't know I was obsessed with you until it was late. If you still have the heart to forgive me, then please do. I don't want you to hate me. I promise I would move on once you forgave me. I am speaking, not as a crazy, obsessed lunatic, but as the caring friend that I was with you. I'm sorry, Pauly. I promise not to do it anymore.

And to the rest of the GIW Nakama, as well as to all the people who used to call me a friend, I am sorry. I know what I did was ugly and unforgivable. But please. I don't want another thing in my life to end. I don't want another relatinship to be ruined. I don't want everything to end just because of one stupid mistake.

Also, to the admins: DO NOT. I repeat. DO NOT delete any of SonikkuAensland's ideas. Even if it was requested by herself. This Wiki deserves to have some of her memories in it. I promise to not shoehorn myself in them, as long as you do not disturb those ideas.

Once again, this is SecondOpinion speaking. Once an outstanding user of the Wiki, but has since devolved into a disgusting, vile, and horrible demon.