Thread:Element Knight 375/@comment-5401852-20150116101456/@comment-5401852-20150515093416

I have to go offtopic just to tell you something, it's going to be very long so take your time.

Um... first of all, you're speaking with Isaac here, the previous guy was a monster created 9 years ago when I had enough of being bullied and despised in my class, it was a defensive system my mind made in response and counter to the ongoing situation.

However... this monster was violent, cruel and kind of an idiot with itself, making the person where he resided on feel completely inferior to everybody. I thought it was gone by the time I entered 7th grade, but what I thought was myself, was actually the monster dragged along.

But... then, starting from 7th grade, the monster realized it was starting to feel irrelevant, it panicked, so at some point, he invented "masks" to go undercover so he could hide safely, these masks faked his emotions so he wouldn't really feel them, allowing him to keep being covered.

Even so... this year, when I entered the previous high school, the masks were found useless, and the monster was exposed again, he was desperate, but this time, he'd already have adapted to society, so he didn't worry much. Although... a week ago, I met some nice people, 2 people in fact, on Sm4sh (that's a story i don't want to tell right now). We met on a site, then moved over to skype.

That pair of people... are so nice, in fact, they always made you feel nice, even when you greet them, they'd still make you feel nice and warm, the monster was being taken away by them slowly but continuously, at some point, it couldn't stand it anymore and it broke down the time they said I was important to them and that they want me to be safe... I couldn't help but feel appreciated, and at that moment, the monster was exterminated from the person where it resided, and the self that was destroyed 9 years ago back then in school returned. I feel so free and happy now, in fact... I am myself now, at last.

So... how does this affect us? Well, I am kind of sensitive, kind and nice, like a defenseless kid, but I still retain most of my aspects, it's just that... how to say it... I got "purified"? Heheh...