Thread:SonikkuAensland/@comment-5688420-20171014002841/@comment-5688420-20171022132826

It's been nearing a year since Pauly left, and everything just makes me feel worse and worse gradually. I'm starting to have doubts whether I could fulfill the promise I made of staying with you forever, or not. Because these emotions continue to take a toll on me every day. Underneath this happy exterior of mines is a soul that's been hurting and bleeding for almost a year. And one day will come, when that soul will perish. No one knows when, but it will die soon.

I'll never be okay ever again. And don't tell me otherwise. I won't listen...