Thread:SonikkuAensland/@comment-26381576-20170809015809/@comment-5688420-20170811125957

Still. I feel like there's this riff between us, stemming from that day in November, and someday, I feel like he would just snap at me.

Despite everything, I just CANNOT find it in myself to move on from Pauly. I tried. Many times from now, it just couldn't be done.

Sometimes I feel like suicide is the only way... Coward's way or not, it's the only way I could move on.