User blog:SecondOpinion/Still Alive... Somehow

So... fear got the best of me once again...

I was in the main road... a few minutes off the village...

I was ready to leap on the traffic, which would've led to my death.

And yet... I can't do it. I couldn't bring myself to...

Is it because I'm weak-willed? Because I can't bring myself to commit suicide, in spite of my many, many, MANY attempts?

Or is it because... someone out there doesn't want me to?

Please... elaborate the answer to me...